There are hundreds other important things for me to do. Like searching for an Xmas e-card to send to relatives – I did looked up some websites but all of the options look pathetically repetitive to the last year’s. Same old style. The idea of taking photo of Bri in an Xmas theme came to mind, but I’ve lost all of my interests to do anything nowadays. Except to get out of here.

I did achieve something (finally) today. The new menu for Briana that I’ve been planning to make, is done today. Yay! *pppbbbttthh….*  I used to think motherhood is some sort of of a cruel joke that turns an intelligent woman with huge ambitions and bigger-than-life outlook  into the most humble person on earth with important nothings on her mind but has one noble purpose in life —  giving the best of her life to her child.

Anywaaaaayyy…..   I’m going to figure out what to do next. It’s kinda tough to keep the spirit high in a cold gloomy weather like this. But guess what, someone appreciated my effort in the kitchen this morning. She looooved her  lunch – the Salmon Potato Dill.  First spoonful she looked at me with her big cheeky eyes, reached out to grab the spoon and pushed herself towards her bowl for more. Thank you, babygirl!

PS:  Briana is featured on Momshots — Thank you so much Jessica! Jessica is a mother of 3 (4th on the way) and a great baby photographer. Have a look of her website on MOMSHOTS